hello back mr bloggie

hello :)

i can see dust all over my bloggie over here . dush .
damn, its been such a long period of time i didnt work my ass off thru this space .
urrgh . sorry mr bloggie . i've been so busy dealing with this & that in life .

well, seen my lappy is back home already ;
promise to update u within my free time .

see you, ok?
bye &, i'll back next moment

rindu, ok?

okay here it goes ;
its full big shining moon
it shines up high the sky
and of cause it shines my heart
brighten up my nights
thank you darliing (:

RIIINDU, OK?
you know who you are to me

..Updating --

hello hi holla, good morning sunday ! actually, i dont fell like updating even its been a while . but hyep mr bloggieeee,, i know u miss me . ngagaga :)) oouh okayyh, mau start dari mane yarh? terlampau mannyaaakkk nk stowie mowiie ney, hee!

1st thing up, saye tidak SINGLE sudah (: i am TAKEN by, NORQAYYUM NORDIN . big yes! he knows that i hardly live my life without him . and currently we're living our life happily surrounded by smiles laughs kisses &, hugs . i love you syg for giving this relationship another chance . promise, i wont break yr heart anymore . stupid me for done it before! ngeeh .

second topic on the board; i am jobless . grrrh, aggaaaiiin !

-opsh, gtg;

i want you, ok?

i want you. i want you to be by me, next to me. i want you to hold me thru all the unwanted tough waves. thru all the pain &, sadness. thru all the loneliness. i want you to grab my both hands while i am drowning. i want you to stay. stay and stand still here! next by my heart, calming me and noticing me that i am not alone. not alone on defeating the tears. i want you. i want you together with me to defence my soul from the evil part of everything that comes by. because its you and it will be only you who have the veto on conquering the entire universe of mine. yes it will always be you since the day you knocked my heart with yr deed. yr awesome deed which captured my attention and making me wanting more of you. more of you and yours. i want you. this naught empty me want you to guide me. to color up my journey. i want you. i want you to hold me tight while achieving my dreams. i want you to add on variety in my dull life. yes my life is different without you. totally zero. so please can i have you? with this bouquet of hope, will you let me want you?

Needing You Not To --

i don’t need you to tell me lies; to know that you are lying

i don’t need to you to frown at me; to know you are not smiling

i don’t need you to push me away; to know that you are pushing

i don’t need you to hold my hand; to know my hand needs holding

i don’t need you to tell me why; to know it’s not a good excuse

i don’t need you to hurt me; to know that you want to

i don’t need you to look down on me; to know you think I’m smaller

i don’t need you to fall with me; to know that I’ll fall harder

i don’t need you to play pretend; to know it’s all a game to you

i don’t need you to introduce me; to know exactly who

i don’t need you to do anything; to know everything


SAY SOMETHING I DONT KNOW, HELLO?

*peace!

reality isnt so much fun anymore ! fact; im trying to avoid from being apart of reality . yes, even its my own reality which i have to live in it . it was so fucking bored & bad enuff for me . uurgh ! i cant figure what makes this stupid reality become from bad to worst but i just hate being alive .
*peace!

Pls Dunt Tell Me You Love Me (:

Please Don't Tell Me You Love Me (:

Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere . for a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear . fear to be loved, fear to love ever again . it can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend . think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise . so, when i put all of my trust deep within you please don't tell me you love me, UNLESS you truly do.