Meyyao Out Loud

Without-Title Is Better :)

2011-04-14T18:48:00.003+08:00

Well actually i should just inactive this blog site . Yea, i don't even write a single word lately . Been months actually ! Haha . Simply because I don't prefer crapping about what i feel anymore . Tot everything was okay &, in track but too bad i am wrong . Hell yeah, here it comes today :) SOMETHING WENT THROUGH MY MIND :) I FELT IGNORED . I felt lonely inside yet i am smiling :) Yesssss i am laughing &, chitchating gossiping partying hard but DAMN! i felt ignored by someone who i really need the attention from . Do i really need to mention the particular person name ? Naaaaaahhh :) There's no need to kaan ?

Sometimes, the best way to get someone;s attention is to stop giving yours to them :)

I Love You, Malaysia !!

2010-08-31T01:32:00.003+08:00

merdeka !! merdeka !! merdeka !!
happy 53rd birthday malaysia (:
I LOVE YOU, MALAYSIA

lets celebrate with lots of joy in a proper way, ok malaysian ?
enjoyyyy * cheeeerrssss *
:)) XOXO ((:

28 - 08 - 2010 (=

2010-08-28T11:07:00.005+08:00

guess this blog is still under construction . yeah, under construction in the meaning of designing &, putting on some colors etc on this blog . but urgh, like i hv plentty of time on surfing internet to update this blog . HMMPP !! urgh, i dont even having much time to FB-ing . and YES, currently i am ttooooo buzy working my ass off . perhaps ; I AM LOVING IT, ok? (: away from troubles out there ! away from life conflict . away from gossips . YEA I'M STEPPING OUT :D peace !! but people, i still love you guys ote ? (you know who you are) btw, rrrrriiiiinnddduuuuu ok? (=

under construction

2010-08-03T13:35:00.002+08:00

under construction

thank you

AMORA LOVE PREDICTIONS ON FB --

2010-05-05T14:13:00.003+08:00

"Amira sweetheart, if you find yourself doubting, unhappy and questioning it all right now - seek advice about taking a different course in your love life."

ITS JUST NOTHING BUT SOMETHING ON FACEBOOK APPLICATION
AMORA LOVE PREDICTIONS

COOL WEEYHTT ((:

morning critic (:

2010-05-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

take off your innocent mask
put on yr usual way of make up
speak yr same old speech
be as LAME as you are

good luck

i am away
away . done
dealing with loser
I DON'T PREFER YOU
anymore --

Hello Good Karma

2010-04-27T06:49:00.004+08:00

What Goes Around Comes Around (:

be prepared or unless you'll never know how to deal with it later
because sooner or later it will surely hunt you down

Good Did = HELLO Good Karma

YES
take note
thank you the bitter part, okay?

short note :

2010-03-13T18:01:00.004+08:00

i miss you . u know i miss you .
u know i need you . u know i'm crazy over yr smile .
i'm addicted to yr love . i'm gasping for yr attention .
i'm struggling to be in yr arms .
i need you everytime . i need yr heart to be next to mine .
i love you .
i love everything about you that makes me feel almost perfect .
i love the way you made it . i love you .

top of all :
i miss you .
really do . and i know i do (:

needyounow,pls?

2010-03-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

NEED YOU NOW

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

Woah, woah Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

Oh baby, I need you now

OOUH PUHLISH ? (:

ladies, here's something (:

2010-02-10T04:10:00.003+08:00

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu yakin . Mulut lelah banyak juga tak jujur . Bila sakit hati wanita bisa nya nangis . Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta . Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong . Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi .Hey Ladies . Jangan mau dibilang lemah . Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur . Hey Ladies . Sekarang cinta pakai otak . Jangan mau rugi hati juga rugi waktu . Bila dia merayumu ingat semua bohong . Memang lah tak semua laki-laki busuk namun ladies tetap lah harus waspada semoga lah kita semua akhirnya mendapatkan cinta yang tulus .

p/s; i found this very interesting (:

stolen_

2010-02-05T04:26:00.003+08:00

yes, huge thanks to everyone for opening my eyes. so do my heart. and wee heart stolen. i love you heart stealer :) always. god, thanks for this huge great feeling gift. i am way better! better in dreaming, achieving, learning & deciding.

ngee i love these smiles on me. xoxo :)

happy_

2010-02-05T04:23:00.001+08:00

current mood;
extremely happy
=))

thank you, ok?

2009-12-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

glad & happy that;
i am recovering (:
huge thanks to friends who really care about my feeling .

thank you for being next by me when i am down .
thank you guys (:

thanks for making me smile again .
thanks for the advise , hearing & all time given .

you know who you are
love u loaaadddds
ngeee :)

hello back mr bloggie

2009-12-16T02:30:00.002+08:00

hello :)

i can see dust all over my bloggie over here . dush .
damn, its been such a long period of time i didnt work my ass off thru this space .
urrgh . sorry mr bloggie . i've been so busy dealing with this & that in life .

well, seen my lappy is back home already ;
promise to update u within my free time .

see you, ok?
bye &, i'll back next moment

rindu, ok?

2009-09-06T02:24:00.002+08:00

okay here it goes ;
its full big shining moon
it shines up high the sky
and of cause it shines my heart
brighten up my nights
thank you darliing (:

RIIINDU, OK?
you know who you are to me

..Updating --

2009-08-02T11:32:00.004+08:00

hello hi holla, good morning sunday ! actually, i dont fell like updating even its been a while . but hyep mr bloggieeee,, i know u miss me . ngagaga :)) oouh okayyh, mau start dari mane yarh? terlampau mannyaaakkk nk stowie mowiie ney, hee!

1st thing up, saye tidak SINGLE sudah (: i am TAKEN by, NORQAYYUM NORDIN . big yes! he knows that i hardly live my life without him . and currently we're living our life happily surrounded by smiles laughs kisses &, hugs . i love you syg for giving this relationship another chance . promise, i wont break yr heart anymore . stupid me for done it before! ngeeh .

second topic on the board; i am jobless . grrrh, aggaaaiiin !

-opsh, gtg;

i want you, ok?

2009-06-17T11:27:00.006+08:00

i want you. i want you to be by me, next to me. i want you to hold me thru all the unwanted tough waves. thru all the pain &, sadness. thru all the loneliness. i want you to grab my both hands while i am drowning. i want you to stay. stay and stand still here! next by my heart, calming me and noticing me that i am not alone. not alone on defeating the tears. i want you. i want you together with me to defence my soul from the evil part of everything that comes by. because its you and it will be only you who have the veto on conquering the entire universe of mine. yes it will always be you since the day you knocked my heart with yr deed. yr awesome deed which captured my attention and making me wanting more of you. more of you and yours. i want you. this naught empty me want you to guide me. to color up my journey. i want you. i want you to hold me tight while achieving my dreams. i want you to add on variety in my dull life. yes my life is different without you. totally zero. so please can i have you? with this bouquet of hope, will you let me want you?

Needing You Not To --

2009-06-16T12:22:00.004+08:00

i don’t need you to tell me lies; to know that you are lying

i don’t need to you to frown at me; to know you are not smiling

i don’t need you to push me away; to know that you are pushing

i don’t need you to hold my hand; to know my hand needs holding

i don’t need you to tell me why; to know it’s not a good excuse

i don’t need you to hurt me; to know that you want to

i don’t need you to look down on me; to know you think I’m smaller

i don’t need you to fall with me; to know that I’ll fall harder

i don’t need you to play pretend; to know it’s all a game to you

i don’t need you to introduce me; to know exactly who

i don’t need you to do anything; to know everything

SAY SOMETHING I DONT KNOW, HELLO?

*peace!

2009-06-16T09:28:00.002+08:00

reality isnt so much fun anymore ! fact; im trying to avoid from being apart of reality . yes, even its my own reality which i have to live in it . it was so fucking bored & bad enuff for me . uurgh ! i cant figure what makes this stupid reality become from bad to worst but i just hate being alive .
*peace!

Pls Dunt Tell Me You Love Me (:

2009-06-06T15:04:00.003+08:00

Please Don't Tell Me You Love Me (:

Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere . for a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear . fear to be loved, fear to love ever again . it can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend . think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise . so, when i put all of my trust deep within you please don't tell me you love me, UNLESS you truly do.

cokelat .

2009-06-06T13:38:00.003+08:00

introducing ; cokelat ! (:
current favorite fella . ngeee .
replacing penyu while penyu is away .
away for a very long period .
gosh, i miss you badly penyu !

by ; meyyao (:

Hari Makan Banyak2 Sedunia (:

2009-06-02T03:27:00.007+08:00

makan BESAR anyone? ;)

01' June 2009 -- hari makan sedunia ! lebih tepat lagik, hari melantak shi meyyao yg asyik lapooorrr je . oleh kerna tindakan aku pade siang hari td, ini lah akibat nye . pada saat detik jam &, ketika ini mmg perot sgt kenyang spt mau meletop . sumpah xtipu . agak nye organ2 yg dok mproses makanan kat dalam perot aku nih dh menyumpah &, mogot sbab penat proses makanan kowtt . macam2 jenis pulak tuh . sorry perot, xsangke pulakk nafsu makan aku melonjak tinggi hari ni . mcm sebulan xmakan . but fact, mmg dh lame xmakan makanan yg bkhasiat . dh beberape hari dok mengunyah snacks &, makanan ringan je . nasi pown dh lame xjamah . eyh, nasi? kenal lagik ke tekak &, perot aku dgn nasi? haha! kronik bukan ? yes, lame sgguh xmakan spt manusia . slalu makan skit2 je or smpai lupe nk makan . ngagaga :))

cerita sang gelojoh ini bermula siang tadi setelah aku bgn pada jam 2.30 pm . lmbat kan ? tido lame gillur spt bayi baru lahir . bgn2 je terus pk lapor . teros pk makanan &, g dapor . makanan pertama yg aku lantak adalah taddaaa ~ nugget . beberape ketol, xingat pulakk bape byk . tapi smpai kenyang jugakk lah . then, before kuar dgn sofeyaw makan lagik ! mratah sotong tepung yg adik aku masak &, ikan goreng yg ibu masak . sumpah dh mcm kucing . kemudian, aku bsiap2 nk kuar dgn sofeyaw . stelah selesai sumer aktiviti, aku rase lapor lagik . seingat aku time tuh, aku mcm xmakan lagik sbab aku rase adalah elok kalau aku melantak nasi sebab lame xjumpe nasi kan . so, aku makan lah lagik, nasi lemak . duh, mmg perot aku xbley trime nasik . makan nasi lemak pown half je . bukan xsedap, tp mmg xbleyh hadap ! sekian, mase pown berlalu &, perot neyh lapor lagik . makanan sterusnye yg aku telan adalah egg benjo . next, nafsu makan still ade lagik oouh ! ape lah prangai perot aku hari ni, dok demand mcm2 . so, my last meal was mcchicken burger . drive -thru ! heee . ok, banyak kan makanan yg aku mlantak hari niyh? haha :)) setahun sekali je perot niyh demand bagai nk gilak .

by the way, sponsor utame makanan hari ni ialah -- datin mak joyah :D waaah, tersenyum lebar perot ku ini ! thx tinque teteks :DD so, marilah same2 tgk ape akan jadik dgn organ2 dlm perot aku neyh yg proses makanan . stuck ke hang ke still bfungsi ke organ2 ni ? musti esok mintak ke toilet je . standby je lah . hohoho .

by ; meyyao (:

hello, monday (:

2009-05-25T16:06:00.003+08:00

well, hello hi . its monday today &, thank god its not as SUX as backthen . alhamdulillah . xtaw lah mlm kang ke ape ke . bcuz its simply monday, ok? mmg suppose to be hari paling malang utk aku dlm 1 pusingan minggu yg sempurna &, personally i extremely hate monday the most for no reason . haha :)) oouh, aktiviti yg sgt single rider hari neyh . mlm td tito lmbt, i mean pagi tadi baru aku tito . tuh pown pukul 6.30am . then dgn banggenye aku bgn awal oouh ! sbab matahari dh naik &, malaysia is sho damn fucking hawt . aku tgh tito pown mate bleyh sakit mate . aiyo . i woke up around 12pm, had my 'breakfast' &, lunch in combo smpai senak2 perot . siriuz, xbleyh handle . smpai aku jerit sorg2 (bcuz im alone at home) sbab perot over load ! duh . afta my younger brother went back home from school, i conquer this lappy &, aku melepet2 kan diri spt hari2 biase d depan kotak bergambar (television) . oleh kerna terlampau lepet nk mampos, aku pown tukar aktiviti dgn die . end up, he felt asleep in front of the moving picture in happy box (another name 4 tv) . dgn gumbira nya aku on9 smpai lebam . sampai saat ini . dok melayan facebook yg riang ria neyh ! haha :)) quiz itu lah quiz inieyh lah . &, aku mengisi mase lapang utk bwat quiz 'Friends, how well do you know me?' - 20 Question . Friends, good luck ! soklan mmg banyak tp xdak susah mane pown (: heee!

Ouuh okayh i gtg . urgently . nk mandi then pergi bersosial dr mlepet je kt umah neyh . daaa ~

love ; meyyao (:

not superhuman, ok? (:

2009-05-22T16:07:00.002+08:00

hello hye holla happy friday all ! yes, its friday n im spending my day at home since i woke EARLY in this morning . i was in front of this lappy since morning weyht ! tggu nk meletop je bende alah neyh . haha ! i dunt feel lyke going out cuz i REALLY dunt feel lyke meeting up ppl or friends . urgh, aku penat n rimas berkomunikasi . hahah :)) siriuzshittyaw . byk sgt prangai2 makhluk pelik kt luar sane . some who loves to see others happy . some who has big fucking mouth on creating stories . some with idiot brain . some even dunt have a brain . some who is innocent but cant be seen . some with idiotic principe if lyfe . haaah zZzZ (: buduh ! GUNE OTAK ; BUKAK MATE BOLEYH ? oouh pls ? bukan engkau sorang je yg ade prasan lah weyht ! i am totally ordinary lyke you . i am not SUPERHUMAN . i do have feelings . i do feel sumthing about sumone . come lah weyht ? - uurrgh! END -

Are You Ready To Be In A Relationship ?

2009-05-15T12:36:00.001+08:00

I found something interesting on facebook . Its a quiz . Sounds funny . Yeah, A QUIZ . But its amazing .
&, here's the result . ngagaga :)) Agak Mendalam !

Are You Ready To Be In A Relationship ?

Dating time starts here... Your not quite ready to be in a relationship but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't get out there and try the dating circuit. Take it slow and easy... if things progress in the right direction, thats exactly what you need but take your time... be patient with life. Please know that you are still on a journey to finding yourself and dating the wrong person can hold you back instead of taking you in the right direction. Enjoy your freedom, get active and remember you are the most important person in YOUR life. No one can take away your self worth and when your ready you'll know...

may 2009 people (:

2009-05-02T11:26:00.004+08:00

tadaaaaa ~
welcome month of may !
hopefully may is full love &, smile (:

goodbye shittie april !
whole month pack with issues
please, away2 tears, smallfight, heartbreaking .

hands open wide ;
welcome laughter &, happiness .

&, here it goes again ,

2009-04-24T03:10:00.003+08:00

selalunye mmg bile ade prob, bile masalah menimbun2, bile musibah dtg melande, bile hati tgh risau or sakit, bile pale otak kurang bfungsi & bile JIWA KACAU -- aku rindu mr bloggie ! salah satu 'ciptaan' yg bwat aku lega . yg releasekan tension aku . thx yaww (: ok, lemme put it this way . lyfe is still a big mess . siriuzly BIG ! &, i cant handle it ! i am TIRED &, GIVING UP . i am sick with big mouth which making my lyfe turns out worst . annoyed by human attitudes . my soul is empty, even my brain has stopped working since backthen . i am tired making decision . again, RIMAS dgn yg tidak cube memahami . be more flexible or positive a lil bit atleast, oouh pls ? (:

at this stage, i am obviously lost . dead & gone by this cycle of lyfe . yes, lyfe is full of ups &, down . tapi aku neyh mcm dh tertanam je ! urgh . i cant even decide a simple thing . &, pls take note -- ppl make mistakes . so what gitu lorh ? sudah2 lah mbenci . kite kan sesame makhluk jugakk .

again ?!

2009-04-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

i am repeating this ;
i really miss being EXTREMELY happy .
siriuzly . i do . ok?

p/s; syyuh, away away big trouble .
oouh pls ?

kekacauan yg kabut ;

2009-04-15T01:33:00.005+08:00

mmg ! sgt obvious . misunderstanding; mmg slalu &, wajib terjadi between rakan / family / partner &, anyone . but what really matter here is the way we handle it . tp, salah aku ke bile aku rindu nk jumpe si dia ? bile aku rindu nk borak dgn si dia ? bile aku perlukan si dia ? bile aku rase time tuh si dia yg mlegakan hari2 aku ? bile aku rindu terbisa bersame si dia ? salah perasan aku @ salah aku ? dah aku rase rindu kt si dia, so aku pown jumpe lah si dia . si dia, cerita cinta lampau (:
aku rindu si dia . thats it !
&, skrg even mcm mane aku rindu si dia, aku kene diam2 sndr lah . cuz xsemua paham ape yg aku rase . tak semua akan try nk tanye ape yg cube aku lakukan . tak semua akan m'flexible kan diri . maybe mmg semua pown x akan mungkin pernah nk phm -sekian ? haha :)) entah lah . fening &, bingit, ok? fening dgn situasi . rasa hati . perasaan yg lain . fikiran yg pelik2 . &, everything man ! damn . owgeyh, lets put it this way - as simple as it cud be . lets the fate decide ! maybe one day, miracle happens . who knows ? ouh god - pls let the sun shines my day &, the moon accompany my nyte .
i really miss miss being extremely happy .
-end . peace out :D

by, meyyao (:

-- speechless conversation ?

2009-04-12T09:21:00.003+08:00

as im writing this post its about 11.oo at morning on sunday morning . wasnt a prefect sunday as usual but still there's still a thing by this moment . i mean few hours past . afta few tots . few dumbo conversations we had . few actions made . few steps behind, urgh! there's actually a thing . something that caught my brain attention . something that kept me awake until now . a simple tiny stupido thing called burden maybe? you decide . since i cudnt decide even a tiny decision right now . shit . you makes me crazy . siriuzly lyke hell .

lyfe has been very very critically tuff since few weeks back . and as a little girl living in this messed up world, im not that strong to fight everything . i am not prefect to fix every condition . im not not patient enuff to cure myself . and obviously i am lost . but you sux ! sux on hoping and tot that 'i am the one' . duh, i cant cure ppl's heart . i cant satisfied every single human surround me . i cant . really . simply bcuz i am just ordinary lyke you .

afta all that 'we' or i mean myself, afta all lyfe's difficulties, i cant handle it ! i had enuff . enuff of the past . enuff of the tears &, pain been thru . urgh . i need you . yesh . i cudnt split it in front of you . its the ego . &, i wish i cud stay . even if im willing to, its just too late kan ? mmg, ppl make mistakes . shit happens . and bare with it .

ouh ya -- SORRY is just a word . it means nothing sometimes . but then, still i apologize for all the bullshits i've done . for the shits &, craps . for the lies &, ego . for the hope &, tears . for every moment that means nothing . for the said &, done thing . for giving &, taking . for everything . I AM TRULY SORRY, OK? i kan bad luck . TROUBLEMAKER ? sorry, i appear at first place back then .

sepi . sepi tanpa sealunan bisik . sepi dan sunyi . sendiri seorang diri btemankan angin yg bertiup dingin . dingin sekali tp xmampu mengembalikan serpihan tawa ini . hanya menghembus kasih berlalu pergi . membawa lara hati . menghilangkan kelemahan rasa yang menampung sejuta rindu . rindu . rindu pada yang selalu ditatap . pada yang terbiasa bersama . pada yang terlalu dekat di suatuu kala . pada yang semakin jauh . dibawa arah kelukaan . pergi melangkah . meninggalkan yang memerlukan . tanpa ketahuan . tidak dikhabarkan . aku rindu padamu . chenta ku mahu dia ?

Listing --

2009-04-05T13:11:00.003+08:00

5'th April 2009 - Sunday !

1st thing up ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED PRINCESS YATIE ! :D
may happiness surround you &, all d besht in lyfe .
Love You ; XOXO (:

2nd on the list ;
its SUNDAY but so what man ?
my day was pretty mess up &, its gonna be the same !
gosh . damn . duh !

3rd after all ;
this soul is drowning (: dead &, gone !
mind helping idiots ? :s

MEYYAO :D

-- gampang, ok?

2009-03-25T00:47:00.003+08:00

yeap . yesh . i am obviously insane . retarded . really . so unpredictable . reasonless . nuts . crap . lost . and all in . ok? puas hati ? (: stfu - you dunt knoe me . diam argh ! jgn nk sebok ckp hal org bile kaw tuh bukan nye hebat and SEMPURNA mane . semua orang buat salah . and obviously i am not that 'dream gurl' you were looking for . sorry ? baiklah . first thing up ; here is the REAL story . yesh . i was stupid . i've done mistake by mistake . tidak serik serik . plus when EVERYTHING is become worst from bad - aku buat bodoh . gampang kan? urrrrgh ! macam shiiiall je cerita yg mahu aku post neyh . malas lah nk cite selanjut2 nye . - end ; fullstop (:

ringkas, ok?

anything -- ?

2009-03-07T13:07:00.002+08:00

If you judge people -- You have no time to love them

breathe . flexible . live life . laugh . cry . give . take . try . adore . ignore .

ANYTHING ?

as long as you dunt judge people critically

as long as things wont become huge

as long as you care about others

as long as everyone's happy

then its okayh lah (:

take note ;

2009-03-01T17:35:00.003+08:00

tidak sume manusia di muke bumi inieyh yg paham & tahu sume bende . yessh, saye jugakk begituh . malah, saye lebeyh kurang tahu dari kamu mungkin ? tapi sedarlah, xsiape pown yg PERFECT . ade ke ? if awak rase awak tuh HEBAT &, perfect lagieyh handal dari segale segi . proof it ?! tidak akan sempurna, ok? (: kite sumer neyh hampir same . so xperlu lah nk show off hingga di chop kat dahi awak tuh as awak neyh poser . sedarlah, xkemane pown 'kehebatan' awak tuh . xkire lah dari segi ape pown , dari segi luaran ke , harta benda ke , kata2 ke . sumer maybe akan hilang one day nantih . pendek kate , baik awak taubat (: ngeeh,, haha ! &&, xperlukan hypocrite bastard sgt yerh . kite neyh bukan nye xpenah buat salah . selalu &, sentiase &, xkan stop bwat salah , kite bukan Nabi / Tuhan (: tahu kan tuh ? musti tahu punye . tapi selalu nye kite xsedar yg kite neyh da bwat salah , i mean if we really noe, we wont do such stoopid things kan ? we dun wanna regret den kan ? so, bukak hati tuh untk trime kritikan / tegoran dari yg nampak salah silap awak tuh . xperlu bongkak ! xperlu tunjuk hebat ! xperlu melanton bile di ingatkan or ditegor . terima shj lah ?! pastuh mintak maaf . tapi manusia mase kini bukan camtuh . bukan sesenang je nk mntak maaf . musti EGO punye ! musti xmo kalah, xmo jatoh punye ! kan ? oleh kerna itu, manusia2 jenis xbleyh jatoh neyh pown buat lah cite bukan2 &, kutukk blakang2 mcm die tuh bagus . tujuan nye satu je sbenar2 nye ; nk bwat orang lain rase yg die tuh xsalah &, nampakkan die tuh 'kuat' . so that pihak yg lagieyh satu neyh nampak mcm jahat yg amat . --situasi ini saye name kan sbg ; memutar belit kan keadaan :D

pasar malam --

2009-03-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

sunday morniing people ! oouh yesh -- lazy asses in action ! including you n me n all all lah, ok? haha :)) besht sgguh mlepet jew . ngeeeh! btw, my only plan in list today ; pasar malam ! excited, ok? yeaah, dats d only plan . nothing else . fullstop .

lazy meyyao --

2009-02-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

ok first, assalamualaikum (:

lame sgguh tidak m'update . actually lyfe tadak lah bz mane pown . rase mau m'update pown mbuak2 sbenarnye tp ntah lah . nk kate tadak mase mcm banyak je , nk kate byk activity xjugak, nk kate maleh nk taip keyboard lappy neyh -- ari2 online je ! maybe tadak mood kowwt . haaaiih . siriuz shit otak saye pack ! byk sgt bende yg nk settle up tp satu pown xjln .

MALAS (:
yesh, thats so me . pemalas yg sgt malas d area inieyh buat abad inieyh . oouh ya, sowiie mr bloggie -- awak tertinggal byk sgt sgt chapter hidup saye yg sgt besht & gampang . xpek2, we'll wait for next chapter, ok? haha . ppl, i gtg . tcare human beings . daaa ! peace :D

love ; meyyao :D

02 'Feb 2007

2009-02-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

gosh, its lyke another month in this brand neu 2009 .
yet i didnt settle up with my lyfe .
none of a thing yet , duhh! urrgh . NONE, ok?

&&, i cant even manage my blog overhere .
LOSSER me (: peace! haha :))

hyep ppl --
take note ;
mr bloggie under construction
akan aku make-up die very soon
i'll put on thick lipstick on this lil thang :D

21st nyte --

2009-01-22T00:56:00.004+08:00

21st of january 2009 (:

pejam celik pejam celik . waaah, its oledi been 2mnths since 21st november 2008 . ngeee! means, its been 2mnths since we declared . and shit, he alwiz be d first one 2 wish for our anni . urrgh ! sux uh ? even worst, aku tetido awal smlm . DUSH ! he called but my sis picked up my hp . haha . gadis nye tito sudah . shengal punye meyyao . ape daaa . ouh ya syg, thx 4 d teddy . its cute . really . comeyl spt awak :D ok? i'll figure out a name for it . tapi, ia nye mungkin xbleyh replace penyu saye, sowwie . heee :p blueks .

activity on 21st nyte ; movie ! we watched 'they wait' . aiyo . cite antu ohh ! bwat seksa jerk dlm movie tuh . most of d suspend moment i closed my eyes &, both ears . haha . penakut kan . mmg (: take note . i dunt really watch horror movie . kisah2 psycho putong2 kepale ke jari ke kelar badan ke seksa manusia ke, i still can handle it . hehe . for that movie we went 2 pyramid . there's 5 of us -- kechik sofeyaw yatie adha &, meyyao :D thx yaww guys kerna memeriahkan malam ku . ilygsdm, ok?

owgeyh, btw its almost 1.30 in the mownink . i better off now . bcuz im working tomolo . adoyhai . opsh, tot on attaching some pix in here but then this stopido broadband is so lembab . so maybe next time . hyep ppl, gtg . gnyte . tata ! adios (:

love ; meyyao :D

monday ;

2009-01-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE ; SYUUHH
fcuking idiot monday !
*grrrhh*

--swing swing miss moody ;
shi meyyao

yeap !

2009-01-17T00:21:00.004+08:00

i just cant handle it . i have to mention it . its not that important . but i think its needed . i have to say that i love a thing . i just love it . really . love that human being . that one person . one person who makes me stare . who steals my attention . who colors my day . who shines my nyte . my rainbow on rainy day . that one lil guardian . who protects me from pain . who cares about me . who feeds me with healthy ingredient of love . that recipe makes my stomach full . but i am alwiz hungry bcuz im happy . extremely happy . yeap . that one person is alwiz by me . who wants to be wif me most of the tyme . just to create a memories . a simple one will do . at least there is something . at least . even a short moment . that monkey who i love . a monkey who cuddles . who makes stopid jokes just to make me laugh crazily . a monkey who acts lyke one of it kind . but that makes me fall into the jokes . all the laugh and silliness i had wif that creatures . it excites me . and im addicted . i cant wait to laugh happily again . i cant wait to see that monkey . my favorite monkey . only favorite . i cant wait 4 the next tyme . i'll miss my monkey . even more each and every second . bcuz that one creature simply turns to be my air . air that i breathe . yeah . sometyme it might get into pollution . but it'll healed . whateva it is its the air . i need it . a human lyke me needs air to breathe . and that air is my speacial air . it calms me when i breathe . so everytyme i breathe i need it . desperately . and when i have it i'll take a deep breathe .

yeah . thank god 4 sending me someone . someone who has created a relation with my heart . created a feeling which i cant describe it perfectly here . only my heartbeats can tell . a feeling of love . i guess . the butterflies . its unique . mostly special thanks to a special someone . the color and shine of my 24hours . also my rainbow . a lil guardian of my soul body and lyfe . my all tyme favorite monkey . the air that i breathe . my another half . my partner . my current drug which im addicted to . my almost everyone . my sweet and sour heart . its a current love . presenting my dearest boyfee . norqayyum nordin . fullstop .

so called conversation ;

2009-01-16T19:12:00.003+08:00

urrrgh . ouch . ogweyh actually it really hurts when we hv such conversation .
when its siriuzly in d middle of nowhere . when its suddenly appear in d middle of sumthing .
in d middle of tuff or loose situation . in d middle of wateva . duhh .
i noe dat you dun prefer avoiding it or pause dis silly situation .
but i am not ! i am stoppin all d bullshit . either its from you or me . both !
i am simply not dat type who talk about who am i . i dun really say things .
even i dunno how to slip out in proper . excuse me? bear wif it .
they said - i am what i am . i prefer saying -- i love me . im imprefect .
so what gitu lorh? no one is ryte .
neway you . i dunt hate you . i just hate dat conversation . that unwanted conversation .
the things dat u dun wanna hear . things which i cant stand on listening .
those stopid things . silly conversation . unnessary . wrong timing .
well shit happens sometyme somewhere bcuz of someone and affect almost everyone .
this is the way of lyfe . bear with it . get thru it . shit happens .
and i noe we can fix it . even i noe we're not superhuman . but we can fix it .
trust me . haha . ppl made mistake . ppl said sorry . then its done . its over .
huh . why cant you n me ? ryte .

its ; meyyao :D

song of d day -- stfu (:

2009-01-14T17:30:00.004+08:00

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart

Every single moment that we spend apart

I need you around for every day to start

I haven’t left you alone

There’s something about you,

I stare in your eyes and everything

I’m looking for I seem to find

All this time away is killing me inside

I need your love in my life

I wanna spend time till it ends

I wanna fall in you again

Like we did when we first met

I wanna fall with you again

We fought in a battle, nobody won

And now we face a mountain to be overcome

You can’t turn away

The past is said and done

I need us to carry on

I wanna spend time till it ends

I wanna fall with you again

Like we did when we first met

I wanna fall with you again

You’ll try everything you never thought would work before

When you live, when you love, and you give them your all

You can always give up some more

Baby nothing means anything unless

You’re here to share with me

I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep

Cause you’re always there in my dreams ;

simple note ;

2009-01-11T23:31:00.004+08:00

yet its full moon again

yes again its fullmoon . it shines . shining the entire werld of mine . so do my soul . my heart . it makes me calm . alwiz, ok? for no reason i just fall again and again when it shows . simply bcuz you are you . and heavenly i spend my nytes wif my only fullmoon n dearest boyfee . dua2 pown besht2 ! yesterday we went out for dinner at tanjung harapan . thx abie ! its been awhile since the last tyme i hang out wif friends / someone in a very calm area . haha .. slalu nye penoh dgn bunyi 'dum-dam' n 'pang-pung' plus bingit2 suasane subang jaye neyh . biiingit jugak kekdg . even it wasnt really a windy nyte last nyte, but still my fullmoon made the nyte . thanks, ok?

owgeyh it was thinking just to write something short n simple today bcuz im off now . haha .. i'll start my neu werk tomorrow mornink . duh ! see if i can really wake up early in d mownink . lame ooh jadik usahawan tanam anggur yg bjaye . ngeeeh ! lalala ~ gudnyte ppl . daaa (: take now ; bubbye then !

love ; meyyao :D

saye senyum sinis :)

2009-01-09T15:36:00.004+08:00

rise n shine people of the earth ;)
its siriuzly early in d mownink n im still awake (: well, i had my day n nyte worked out pretty well n awesome if my dearest boyfee n them; stuckers phamilia . oouh ya -- thx yaww guys ! i must say dat ; i miss u mr bloggie since i didnt spend much tyme wif you dis couple of days . guess im quite buzy dealing wif some important or even stoopid stuff around me . haha ..

but oouhwee - my lyfe is gettin' much more awesome than yesterday or last two days or last week or last few weeks . in another werd -- im happier, ok i've earned few kilos in couple of weeks weyht ! see, im truly me . im cured :) almost 100% -fullstop . yeah, special thinque to norqayyum nordin for the love love love . p/s; love you more darl ! pls take note, ok? urm . yeah i'll start a neu job by next monday . ngeee! hope everything will stay just fine . ouuh pls ?

bcuz siriuzly i had enuff from the past . i've struggled so bloody much just to stay alive . just to put back myself together . just to make things really clear . i had enuff . enuff of wat said n done . past is past . pls remain it as memories or nytemare . haha ! so haters or hypocritos -- stay away . buzz off . syyyuhh ! i dunt need such you . live yr fuckin' own lyfe cuz im not messing wif you or yr idiotic stuff . i said nothing bout turning yr lyfe up side down . so ouh pls dunt try to make mine worst . secare sengaje atau tidak; please dunt ! i'll appreciate it lyke fucking a lot if you try to behave n handle yr own situation . stop buzzing my lyfe or even my neu relationship . take note ok, looser? ouch ! haha ..

who ever u are -- i didnt mean to be rude or say bad things or hurt yr heartless feeling . but dun u think its nice to act lyke a normal human being n take control of yr own lyfe without making stories bout other ? dunt u think so ? (: p/s; buke mate - gune otak ! thx tinque :)

its meyyao :D

one picture - one love (:

2009-01-07T16:24:00.002+08:00

the stuck'ers phamilia at port dickson (:

phamilia, i mean you guys -- big biggie thx ok? i love my brand neu 2009 so do kamu semua . but, sob sob! x manyak pix bsame . grrrh .

its 2009 people (:

2009-01-02T14:15:00.005+08:00

WELCOME 2009 !
&&, everything behind it (:

well, i was in port dickson on dat NYE . it was simply aaaweeesomee baybeh ! sumpah besht . haha :)) mereka , i mean KAMI sgguh besht . oouhwee! lepak tepi pantai d kala mlm . borak d kala kaudekk . gelak2 akibat lawak pelik2 . makan2 ayam yg banyak . minum smpai kembung perut segale air . and and, semua nye besht lah :D

TERSUMBAT FAMILY ;
ilygsdfm, ok?
thx tinque trimas arigato
4 all the laugh &, crazieness .
ngeeee! =))
love u guys, neu phamilia :)

kuwee - aqee - abunk - kak d - sakde - yatie - gopeng - depeng
repek - kepek - mj - nad - tok din - amy &&, ALL ;
xspecially abiiee - Qayyum ;
big thx . ouh i mean HUGE THANK YOU !

oouh ya , abiiee thx 4 everything . i love u . really . yesh i do .
sowie to mention it here ; but i am truly sowie 4 dat lil fight dat day .
haha :)) sedangkan lidah lagieyh tgigit kan ? :p
abiiee thx 4 this n that . thx 4 here n there . thx 4 smiles n tears .
thx 4 laughs n cries . thank you lil guardian .

i love you and tersumbat
as well ! :)

love ; meyyao

i found this interesting --

2008-12-30T12:51:00.005+08:00

dance ; love ; sing ; live

i found dis interesting at memory lane sunway pyramid -- yesterday !
cool huh? watta werd ; really encourage me.

been tagged &&, lame sudah (:

2008-12-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

well, actually this one is lyke ages weyht!
tp suke hati lah, ok?
i dunt dat much tyme &&, ryte mood to look bk at my pictures.
so, ili ; ini lah hasilnye .
setelah sekian lame :))
ngeeee!

1. A picture of you at the most unique environment.

Describe the environment;
paddy field at my hometown, ok?

2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike.

Describe why you dislike that place;
technical school . urrrghh! i hate hostels .

3. A picture of you with someone who means a lot to you.

Who is that person and what did that person do to you before?

my besties babe -- phara yatie azah niena
they mean a lllooootttt .
love you gewls :)

4. A picture of you with your best smile (mouth open).

Why were you smiling?

i was simply HAPPY during raye raye :D

5. A picture of you with your best smile (mouth closed).

Were you posing or smiling naturally?
usually, i dont smile this wide
haha! i guess its a pose (:

6. A picture of you with your lamest pose.

Give this picture a capture;
lame,ok? just lame . too lame (:
-sekian

7. A picture of you with the one of the people who stand on top of your heart.

Is that person treating you like how you're treating him/her?
that my hero; my daddyo (:
he treats me better -alwiz .
iloveyou, ayah <3>

8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff.

What were you with?

my sistarh HUGE teddy bear
an old old pic, owgeyh?

9. A picture of you in white shirt.

Why were you wearing white instead of black?
i dunt usually wear white shirt
this shirt belongs to yatie even
ngeee!

10. A candid picture with you and your friends.

Do you look good in it?
its our back ; huehue!

owgeyh ; im DONE ! setelah berkurun2 lame nye .
hahaha :)) &&,
lucky them --
sis dyla . nana chabee . esha . lala .
plus, YOU who's actually luking at this .
thx tinque yaw (:

love ; meyyao :D

30phamilia --

2008-12-24T15:25:00.015+08:00

30PHAMILIA (:

them i truly heart
them i siriuzly miss
them i really wanna stay wif
them i love more more :DD

uurgh! i miss them lyke freaking much, ok? mereka mmg d beshtest shengalness pade abad ini . windu same jerit2 . windu same lepak2 spt byk duit . windu same mate2 bengkak tlebeyh tkurang tito . windu same bilik mesyuarat . windu same bilik sempit . windu same perang2 kechil &, besar . windu same ashtray yang sentiase penoh . windu same koleksi kotak rokok dlm kotak kasot . windu same tv yang satu . windu same pemetik gitar lagu arab . windu same bilik penghawa dingin yang pack . windu same jeritan bingit d pagieyh hari . windu same kaki maki . windu same yang selalu melatah . windu same yang lurus bendul mengalahkan tiang. windu same katil yang menampung 3couples . windu same monopoly . windu same chong tai tee . windu same tangisan yang touching . windu same pergadohan kechil adek bradek . windu same buke puase d kala ramadhan . windu same sahor yg nak mewah je . windu same study yg xkan masok otak punye . windu same tukang straighten rambot . windu same hp yang melayang . windu same yang tito kt umah time paper BM mase SPM . windu same teh o ais taj . windu same triple o . windu same time2 gawat . windu same eyow mumu . windu same yg d siram air mop . windu same yg tolak motor bsame . windu same segala kereta &, motor . windu same tingkat atas &, bawah . windu same pc &, laptop . windu same ss12 &, wangsa :( owgeyh, pendek
kate ; windu SEMUANYA, ok? i mean ALL, semua yg berkaitan &, terlibat . aku windu korang sume duhh !

BROTHERS &, SISTERS
, edit by sifoo patit (:

attached together ::

, by lil princess yatie (:

they make u smile and laugh
they make u sad and cry
they drag u into trouble
they make yr life gets miserable
they do stupid jokes for u
they teach u to do bad and good things
they wake u up in annoying voices
they make u crazee just like them
they make u love song that u really hate
they act like family; one big family!
but as usual this is what we call life;
every single hye there's a goodbye
and all of that will leave as memories
u'll never ever forget it
hope we will be friends till the end of time (:

ilygsfdm &, imygsfdm
owgeyh ppl?

heart ; meyyao :D

i hv no idea -

2008-12-23T09:34:00.003+08:00

hello everyone :)
selamat pagieyh morning ppl :)
hyep hyeppie sume manusia :)

lemme c, my blogspot is actually full of dust!
haha :)) lame sudah tidak meng'post . been very bz lately .

urrrgh! its been awhile &&, too many stories too many chapter
loads of gossip &, everything till' hell no ;
im speechless . dduhh . xtaw nk post ape dis tyme .
but i'll make sure next one will be 'sumthing'

daaaa! tata .

love ; meyyao :D

blog yg x habis --

2008-12-17T14:33:00.003+08:00

again -- slmt pagieyh malaayysiiia ! haha . its actually 2.30pm, ok?
SELAMAT SIANG SEMUA :D ok, mmg bgn lambat sgt ari inieyh .
dush . even tho i suppose to wake up by 12pm d latest on today but den,
aiyo ! i didnt set my alarm . haha :)) tito juge lambat .
i hv dis biggie prob nowdays, i cant really sleep at nyte &, eventho i did sleep ,
terjage ohh tgh tito . rimas rimas ! adoyhai . rimas rimas . xtipu .

owgeyh , enuff bout da sleeping stuff . baiklah (:
hari inieyh hari tgk movie ; hari inieyh hari dating .
ouhweee! its lyke everyweek pown kami nonton .
thx boyfee meneman i .
thx 4 being by myside semase i melalukan activity hobby .
huehue .. dush, shaddap argh abiiee ! :))
lalalala ~

adoyhai . gtg . urgent .
p/s ; xpuas lagieyh blogging neyh .

hari semalam hari ;

2008-12-16T11:14:00.004+08:00

Selamat Mowniink Malaaayyysiaaa :))
(oltho its almost afternoon) haha !

hari semalam hari touching (: sumpah touching . dh lah dok umah sowunk2 tadak alat telekomunikasi . haaaih !
tambahan pule, hari semalam hari malas sedunie shi meyyao ohh :D mmg blapar lah dok umah sorg diri .
shi abiiee pulak diam jerh . haah zZzzZz (: silent sgt, ok?
luckily early nyte my sis & her boyfee brought me to my aunt's ouse .
oouhwee! ramai nye couz disane . chitchat2 makan2 play games etc .
btw dats d only activity for yesterday . bosan bukan ?

oleh itu ;
moga hari inieyh tidak touching -- moga hari inieyh tidak malas
moga hari inieyh ade activity -- moga hari inieyh abiiee reti amik hati
moga hari inieyh indah sahaja ;)
welcome big biggie smile, ok?

love ; meyyao <3

tell me its over ;

2008-12-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

I wanted to say "I care"
I wanted to say "I'll always be there"

I wanted to say "You hold my heart"
I wanted to say "You make me the happiest i've ever been"

I wanted to say "I can't live without you"
I wanted to say "I need you"

I wanted to say "Hold me"
I wanted to say "Don't let go"

I wanted to say "Stay with me"
I wanted to say "Remember that time?"

I wanted to say "Your beautiful"
I wanted to say "Your amazing"

I wanted to say "I want to be with you forever"
I wanted to say "Your everything to me"

I wanted to tell you "ILOVEYOU"

I wanted this to be HAPPY, I wanted to feel good.

But now, I'm sitting here, trying not to think.
But now, I'm sitting here, i'm trying not to feel.
I'm hurting, every inch is hurting.
I'm trying to distract myself, I'm trying to stay still.
But I can't.
I can't see, my tears keep bleeding onto the pages of my life tales.
My breathing is all jaggard and I can't concentrate
I want you to hold me, I want to feel that you care.
I want you to whisper "It's ok, we're ok"
I want you to kiss me, I want this to be a bad dream.
Most of all, I just want you.

Now I'm just waiting.
Waiting for you to tell me it's over,
and I can't want you,, anymore.

Missed Out Sunday ?

2008-12-14T22:58:00.006+08:00

i missed out my fuckinggg lovely sunday.
oouh shhiiitttt yaw !

guess what -- i jus woke up at 7pm jusnow .
padehal tito at 4am in mowniink . alahai ! napelah lambat sangat bangun .
terlepas my bfast , damn !
sunday bfast pulakk tuuuh dgn semua2 ahli keluarga yg x ramai mane neyh .

dush ,, afta that -- again !
i missed out my lunch wif them . aiyo .

i hv no idea y dey didnt wake me up ? &, when i woke up, i was lyke;
" huuhhh? eeerrrk, 7pm? dddduhhh! daammn, alaaahaaai ! "
totally blur, ok?

by d tyme there's only my mom at d kitchen &,
my lil bro is watched tv . my sis &, dad were out together .

pastuh dgn muke ala segar mamai -- tanye ibu nape x kejot ?
katenye ; "dh puas tito? pukul bape tito smlm? "
&&, aku hanye mampun senyum :))

puas tito ? -- whats dat suppose to mean ?
lebeyh 12hrs kowwt ! dh mcm kuciing ooh !
haha . lol :))

its ; meyyao :D

Short Msg ;

2008-12-13T03:09:00.004+08:00

oouh -- main smile of d day ;
fullmoon (:

yesh2, makes me smile widely each tyme you appear darl,
simply bcuz you is you .
&&, i love you .
cant stop saying it . hell yeah, ily .
ily fullmoon . iloveyou shi bulan penoh . haha!

i've been counting for d day u'll appear . finally -- here u come :D

p/s ; ok, dis is jus a short meaningful blog 4 today .
dush! dats it . daaa ppl !

simply ; meyyao :D

Bak Kate Pepatah Shi Meyyao, Ok?

2008-12-09T05:53:00.003+08:00

"psycho gilew barbiie duhh"
ha-ha :))

lyfe is psycho -- deal wif it . ok?
hidup . kawan . kau . aku . die . mereka .
itu . ini . sane . situ &&, semuanya ; SaikoSaiko ~

situasi berubah . manusia berubah . tanggapan berubah .
tiada satu pown yang permanent dlm lyfe nowdays (:

dlm seminit kawan bisa jadik musuh akibat tikam belakang
dlm seminit couple buleyh break-up tanpa alasan
dlm seminit lelaki mampu menjadik dayus xsemena2
dlm seminit kekasih mungkin tergoda &, bpaling arah
dlm seminit banyak gossip sempat disebarkan
dlm seminit tubuh mampu berparut kekal
dlm seminit kertas buleyh menjadik cebisan
dlm seminit rasa bisa meninggalkan sisa

pendek kate ; dlm seminit sejute kejadian mampu terjadik .
look! nothing is impossible kan?
simply bcuz lyfe &&, human nowdays are gettin'
much more psycho-er than yesterday (:

kejadian ' perangai kanak2 ' katenye ' utk bukak mate '
peristiwa ' perginya chinta ' katenye ' mmg patut pown '
situasi ' bertikam lidah ' katenye ' xrugi ilang kawan '
kelakuan ' manusia hanjeng ' katenye ' die lagik hanjeng lah '

mmg, bile bende depan mate kite akan gelak guleng2
katenye ' kelakar gilew duhh '
bile dipikirkan blk ' hhmpp, entah lah weyt '

fact -- kite pandai berlakon (:

sembunyikan rase gelisah , marah , jealous &, sedih
tapi bile tinggal sendirian ' hah! mendapat '
dok blur pikirkan bende yang dah jadik .
terbayang2 nasik yang jadik bubur depan bijik mate sendiri .
semua sebab ; katenye ' past is past '
xbuleyh patah balik . xberani buang ego . xmau malu kerna mahu .

pendek kate (again) --
manusia fening lalat :D

p/s ; grow up &&, live lyfe for yr own .

its ; meyyao :D

4 in tha mowniink; love notes (:

2008-12-08T03:09:00.007+08:00

Oouh yesh2 ,

this is my 1st time introducing him ;
in my blogging space .
Neways, his NorQayyum Nordin .
Peeps called him ; kecik -- mamu .
Wateva his name is, He's My Abiiee .
My Lyfe Partner . My Sweetheart .

My Boyfee . My Lyfe's Saver .
My Laughter . My Mr Berok Bugel .

My Current; LOVE - Fullstop (:

21st November '08 -
a date to remember . ogeyh abiiee?

Ok, maybe kami baru beberape hari bersame .
Belum juge sebulan bersame . Mungkin juge belum betul2 kenal . Memang perlukan lebih jangka mase utk memahami . Di permulaan mengenali latar belakang . Baru ingin bertukar2 cerita lalu &&, semuanya (:

Ya2, we're neu &&, fresh (: But hyeep, so what gitu lorh? Im not saying that we'll stay forever by just knowing our fullname or changing passport photos. Love needs almost everything in it . We're not complete package yet . But, nobody is ryte? Kami still belajar -- What relationship is all about . What is needed &&, indeed ? When to react &&, when we shudnt ? Perlukah atau tidak perlukah ? Bagaimane Bile Sapekah Betulkah Salahkah ? &&, Much Much More To Be Learn . Ouh ppl, wish us all d besht, oouh pls :D
Note; Hasrat dengki xelok, ok? Heee! (:

Ouhwee, wif open hands &, smiling widely ;
WELCOME LOVE &&,
WHATEVA BEHIND IT ;)

p/s ; abiiee, while typing whateva i've wrote --
we're texting each other . haha! =)) nytnyte2 ppl . im sleepy ! tata .

Love ; Shi Meyyao :D

In - Thur - Rest - Thing Words (:

2008-12-08T02:35:00.005+08:00

As life goes on I'm starting to learn
More and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is
Affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to
apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say

Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you mine

I understand that there's some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that i put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do

* as im browsing thru' internet --
here &&, there . google . yahoo . websites . lyrics .
i found this ; teruje oohh . but i dunnoe why ?

pesanan.penting.penaja.blog.inieyh ;
Sorry; May Be Just A Simple ONE WORD .
But In Certain Situation It REALLY Matters, OK?

its ; meyyao :D

Awesome Twilight :D

2008-12-06T21:54:00.005+08:00

ok, this is a hot box-office movie -currently ;
TWILIGHT :D

taaddaaa ~
hell yeah .
he's hot - so 'that' lucky' girl (:

everyone will hv d conversation of this movie ;
about how shweet &&, cute this movie is .

bcuz ppl were talkin talkin &, talkin about this movie ,
shi meyyao menjadikk TERUJE :D
oleh itu, m'ajak shi boyfee menonton .

oouhweee, sgt berbaloi, ok?
its a must watch movie .
xtgk = sumpah rugi ! siriuzshityaw (:

simply bcuz that;
Edward Cullen;
is sho bloody handsome &&, cute yaw, ok?
in other werd --
eerm, sedapp errk . haha! =))

p/s;
abiiee,
thx teman mnonton .
ily .

love ; meyyao :D

Selamat Tua Mac :))

2008-12-04T05:43:00.004+08:00

attention ;
sumone is gettin older on dis 4th dec '08 .
Congrats Congrats Enchek Izmir Iskandar :D
oouhweee !

HAPPY BDAY -- MAC :DD
may all yr wishes come true ;
may yr lyfe goes on smoothly ;
may u stay happily ever afta ;
&&, may Allah bless you , OK?
p/s; we love u (:

excited kowt ;

2008-12-01T13:46:00.002+08:00

just back from hometown .
miss home sweet home . miss penyu . miss beloved friends .
top of all -- miss abbiieeee! d' boyfee :D

oouhwee, cant wait 2 c him .
less than an hour i think .
haha! nak sbelum bdating sempat lagieyh blogging .
lol . ye lah , thegeh2 kan boyfee ku sowg neyh?

abiiee, cepat lah sampai .
we have few things to be settle , ok?

ready?
heee!
opsh, i think i got his msg .
yeah ; he's here . gtg ; daaaa !
tcare peeps :D

love ; meyyao :D

take note ;

2008-11-26T15:40:00.003+08:00

riiindduu niena . riiindduu lala . riiindduu dynn :D
-fullstop.

neways,,
alaaahai . nape lah perlu kadang2 hypocrite .
xleteyh kah? (:
malas nk layan weyht . siriuzshityaw :D

kata2 belakang sux, ok?
grow up! &&, get a better lyfe to live in .

its ; meyyao :D

pagieyh inieyh :D

2008-11-24T09:27:00.004+08:00

oouh yesh, good morning ppl on earth :D
aiyo . not every morning rise . not every heart shines today .
&&, not everyone is smiling now . yet, who really cares ?
different people different tots different feeling different situation .

i dunt know you . begitu juga kamu (:
get it? people change for a reason or even plenty .
u wudnt know it . so unable to predict .
people take chances very often . so do i .

neways . syuh trouble . away2 bad luck .
oouh pls, God ? (:
i was crying in d previous level of life .
so can u pls remain my smile for at least few stages ? :D

with big heart &&, open hands ;
hello happiness :DD hello big smile . welcome2 big heart .
yes . i know shit happens sumtimes &&, malang x baukan?
but then, it happens too many times already .
i am almost down . &&, now im curing my heart &, myself .

good luck shi meyyao (:

love ; meyyao :D

Hello - Big Heart ; LOVE :D

2008-11-22T13:06:00.003+08:00

Introducing ;
Current Lyfe Saver !
(aka MEYYAO's Superb'man)

NORQAYYUM NORDIN :D
ilysdfm, ok?

Thx 4 Lighten Up Each &&, Every
Day &&, Nyte Of Mine !

Thank God U Appear In D' Middle Of Tears

Huge Thx Yng ; Im Smiling Happily Again -

Bcuz Of You! <3

- big biggie heart ; MEYYAO :D

Photopsycho Ppl :D

2008-11-20T18:22:00.010+08:00

presenting ; myself !

amira abu bakar :D

purfeckly snaped by; mr patit .
ily, ok? 4 the great awesome images :D

up next ; her bestiesbabe !
norhayatie ridzwan :D

syg, ilysfdm, ok?
thx 4 being there thru good &&, bad times - (:

&&, not forgeting ; yatie's lovely boyfee !
mohd noor adha :D

p/s; sakdee emang shengal - paling!

i love 'em ; thx yaw ppl (:
snap2 goes on wif awesome yatie &&, adha !

most romantic moment ; them !
presenting pasangan bahagie, ok?

dikala2 susah &&, senang ;
mereka still d beshtest :D
*may god bless this relation (:

okayh -- thats all (:
btw, big tinque thanks to mr patit ;
tukang snap image hebat &&,

Location, Port Dickson :D

-end-

LOVE ; MEYYAO :D

Her Own Words, OK? :D

2008-11-19T12:56:00.006+08:00

yeap2 . mmg aku alone . i am by myself .
depending to myself . crying to my shoulder .
talking to my ear . looking to my eyes .
&&, loving myself . by myself .

but yet, i still have you him her them :D
&&, top in my heart ; penyu &&, fullmoon !
ilysfdm, ok? lyke bloody hell a lot yaw :DD

di kala2 sendiri . aku akan terfikir &, termenung sendiri
fikirkan jalan hidup yg ade di hadapan .
tapi x satu pon dapat aku duga .
mmg tiada situasi pon yg dapat aku agak .

"mungkinkah esok aku akan sendiri lagi spt sebelum ini?"
"mungkinkah juga hari slps ini aku akan berteman?"

big Q ; mungkinkah?

Life is -- unpredictable ;
why shud we afraid to take a step closer?
we wudnt noe wats up next &&, we'll nvr noe until we try .
hell yeah . i am sho ryte kan ? haha ..

last but not least --
introducing meyyao ;
sendiri tapi tidak sunyi (:

so ; i am moving on .
im not gonna stay &&, wait till d day i die .

oouhwee . good luck shi meyyao :D

love ; meyyao :D

1st tot d in mownink ;

2008-11-19T11:29:00.003+08:00

shelamutt pagieyh malaysia :D
opssh, 11.30 am in d morning btw, its almost afternoooonn
ngeee heee ! :pp

addoyyaaaii . bosan nye punyai 1st tot in d mowniink ;
di kala 1st tot itu sgguh menyakitkan . ouucch .

rimas &&, oouch, ok?
syuhh ; away away ,

oouh pls ? (:

its ; meyyao :D

gewlfee ; i mish you ,

2008-11-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

attention ;
saye windu ini gadis sho bloody badly ;
LALA; ily &&, imy sfdm, OK?

stomachache smiles;

2008-11-18T01:29:00.005+08:00

big; thanks tinque trimas arigato ;
no2 i mean HUGE THANX to you
OK?
for all those laughs words conversations etc.

&&, i heard you -siriuzly!
yesh2, i might seem lyke dunt or dunwanna listened
but you got my attention ; perfectly at dis period of time (:

bcuz' yr simply sumone standing in d center
of my lyfe &&, heart - get it? :D

love ; meyyao :D

missing in action ;

2008-11-17T00:55:00.002+08:00

tadaaaaa !
setelah sekian lame sgguh mcawik2 ;
i've found IT - at last !
when i dunt really need it .

its okayh ; abaikan (:

mowniink theraphy, ok?

2008-11-16T10:30:00.004+08:00

whattaevar it is ; i am sho MYSELF ! :D
bare with if, will ya ?
p/s; if u noe nothing bout me; my lyfe &&, my feelin or actions
oouh pls, shut tha fuck up, OK?

my lyfe is such a big mess oledi-
just dunt make it worst , oouh pls ?
i had enuff from d past &&, aku sudah lali dgn tepet depan2 .
sudah penat menjage hati while me- who really cares &&, noes me ?
mereka tahu - KOSONG! nothing (:
i dunt gv a damn about it cuz' tiada sesiape akan betul2 kenal sesiape .
even sumtimes, kamu tidak mengerti kamu, bukan?
lyfe is ALWIZ lyke dis &&, lyke 'that' .
roller coaster kan - there's shoo much ups &&, downs .
sumtimes, we even SPIN lyke hell :D

hye, i mish to be heard ; to be touched ; to be hold .
BIG YESH , i am lost witout you. - fullstop!
admitting dat ; aku mmg serabot + menyerabot kan keadaan .
tanpamu, aku resah .
tanpa kasihmu aku hampa -
tanpa dirimu aku mati ; almost, OK?

just bcuz i dunt hv that 'specific' sumone to stick wif
&&, there's no 'special' heart to love .
i am obviously lost - was dat my fault, btw?
hye hello ? you;
are desperately needed in my life but - are you really in it?
NOT! -
kerna tiada dia - aku sedaye upaye menjage hati sekeliling ku -
sungguh aku xmo hilang mereka semua , MUNGKIN!
kerna aku tidak punyai hati yg satu utk diberi perhatian;
aku jadikk terlalu prihatin pade yg laen , MUNGKIN!
salah kah ? salah aku kah terlampau menjage hati?
pathetic to be said; i am alone!
so, i need almost everyone surround me by myside
so dat; i wont realize dat - my heart is empty witout you.

i miss you . i hate you .
oouh, plss? (:

love ; meyyao :D

Steps Away :DD

2008-11-14T22:19:00.005+08:00

one again - its been awwhiileeee x blogging .
i mish writing &&, crapping btw :D
sgguh lame x merapu2 till' i am pack of werds - OVERLOAD!
too much too split ; too much too question ; its just too much lah (:

first thing up; 1st of all ;
i;ve stepped away from life for 2 vacations :DD
&&, its simply absolutely the beshtest cure ,
back den, life has too much ups &&, downs for me to went thru'
i was hardy get over it but a bunch of TERIMA KASIH to
d' tersumbat &&, patit yatie adha kecik sofeyyaww ;
kerna mereka sgt menceriakan hari2 shi meyyao .
&&, im a lil bit cured by this moment :D

God, thx for sending THEM to be by myside .
to make me believe dat ;
wateva it is - life goes on ! rocking purely (:

** hell yeah ; here's some hyepiie2 moment we've captured ;

Port Dickson ; Presenting Besties Babe :D

Upon Arrival To Lumut ; Ferry Lah !,

As You Can See ; HAPPY -fullstop! (:

Thanks Pangkor ; We're Going Back To Ordinary Life :D

stfu - ouh pls?

2008-10-27T22:44:00.005+08:00

- bingit,
currently listening; meaningless silent conversation

its ; meyyao :D

lonely kowtt;

2008-10-26T20:50:00.004+08:00

currently at home , in my room - alone. &&, i wud lyke to bold this; alone, ok?
entah kenape lately rase seperti lonely sgguh.

bosan; tadak sape nk borak2 ttg cite2 harian
sgt bosan; tadak sape nk gayot lelame smpai battery kong
siriuz bosan; tadak sape nk dimanjekan &&, bmanje
sumpah bosan; tadak sape2 bergelar boyfee aku .
pendek kate; so damn f**king bosan (:

yet, i am single &&, i need you :D
ouuh pls?

Simple Notes :D

2008-10-24T01:39:00.004+08:00

yesh2 , its been awhile kan mr. bloggie ? :D
guess im very bz dealing wif lyfe &&, love conflicts . duuh ,,
there's soooo many many UP & DOWN ; countless perhaps (:

hell yeah. i miss talking to myself .
yeap2, myself who really listen to wat my heart feels .
plus, i miiissss my penyu badly ;
windu sgt nk ngadu2 &&, cite2 same nye :D
fullmoon jugakk sudah x appear ; hv to wait 4 few weeks lh kan .
aduhaaaii !
currently, i hv no one to talk to . watta lyfe duhh?
bosan kan? yesh, i hv frens but, who really understands me btw ?!?!
so, stfu ppl - those who noe absolutely nothing bout me - SYHHH (:

hidop tanpe laki ; lonely sudeeyh .
so, meyyao ; put yrself together &&, find ONE will ya ?
tuh yg susah payah nye , mane lh yg jumpe kan .
zaman sekarang mane ade putera dari kayangan ,
mane ade jejake yg setia lagi ?
wujud lagik kah kaum2 yang alah2 sempurna ?
hahah ! :DD merepek lah .

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ogeyh, its late oledi lh okie !
i need to go to sleep so dat i can dream2 :D
heeee! nytnyte ppl (:

love ; meyyao :D

Currrently Listening ;

2008-10-15T12:39:00.004+08:00

Oh dunia ini
Penuh kepalsuan
Oh mungkinkah tiada keikhlasan?
Apakah ini suatu pembalasan?
Ku sedar kebesaranMu Tuhan

Aku bagai seorang kembara jalanan
Terumbang ambing di lautan gelora
Mencari kebahagiaan
Dahan untuk menumpang kasih
Mungkinkah suratan hidup kan selalu keseorangan?

Hati membeku mengingatkan
Kata janji manismu oh
Ku dilambung angan-angan
Belaian kasih sayang suci darimu
Oh kejamnya

Lidah tidak bertulang
Ucapan cinta menghiris kalbu
Ku kan pergi membawa diri
Cinta di hati terkubur lagi

Tidak ku fahami mengapa terjadi
Peristiwa pahit mengguris hati
Jalanan hidup ini sudah tertulis
Kutempuhi dengan kesabaran
Kusedar kebesaranMu Tuhan

# touching kowt !

out loud ;

2008-10-14T17:16:00.001+08:00

im not that stoopid , ok?

:D

silent tears ,

2008-10-12T02:34:00.004+08:00

sape aku utk m'hukum sape2?
aku bukan tuhan ; bukan yg maha kuasa ; bukan hebat.
simply ordinary like YOU .
sedangkan NABI maafkan umatnya yg slalu bwat salah & silap,
inikan pulakk aku ; umatnya yg jahil ini ?

i forgive you
BIG FULLSTOP - ok?
juz do wat u wanna do
pls please ; for GOD sake, stay away from my air .
i need a huge space to breathe .
so, lemme ? oouh pls , izmir iskandar ?

enuff said & done .
now, its just OVER !
yeap2, mmg begitu .
aku deserved sume itu . begini jugak kamu .
accept the fact - perhaps?
things will never be as you wish ,
so do i ; shit happens almost every minute in my life .
redha -

take note ;
SILENT TEARS; is on amira abu bakar's track
off the wave , pendayus .
u hit me , my feeling &&, my heart so fucking badly ;
&&, tebus balek salah? bukan dgn hampir setapak pada aku .
sila tolong please ; jauhi aku .

demi tuhan, tolong lah ?

----------------------------------------------------------------------

i noe you will read this ok ;
jadikk aku bold kan ini .
i forgive you -
aku hanya ordinary human being ;
&&, i hv no ryte for not forgiving you or others .
just lemme breathe -
aku phobia sgt2 dgn kaw .
till' when? let d time &&, FATE decide (:

buzz :D

2008-10-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

simple; is another werd for COMPLICATED (:

#take note darl ;

7th Oct '08 - imy, ok?

2008-10-07T01:57:00.006+08:00

7th october '08

its actually his 23rd bday (:

i miss you ; lyke badly, ok?

SUMPAH! rindu sgt !

may allah bless you there, dear .

late Khairil Anwar Pfordten Othman ;

sumone who we'll alwiz love & miss .

his memories will stay in OUR HEART- :D

ryte family ?

al-fatihah .

*amin - (:

Diary Storie More More (:

2008-10-07T01:34:00.003+08:00

absolutely a tiring monday, ogeyh ppl?
i hate hate monday ; since i was born .
haha! true true , mase skulah menci3x perhimpunan d pagieyh hari .
comfirm - muke aku tadak d lokasi kejadian . grrrh !
next ; college (: but still - niena & i were LAZILY went to class .
phm2 lah ok? heeee!

&&, now ; workiiing place . monday sux weyt!
buzy buzy gilakk . aduhaaaii :(
i need my sleep & restime - desperately . oouh pls?

okie ppl, im off for now ;
laziest garfield on the bed :D
nytnyte everyone #peace2

love ; meyyao :D

simply ordinary you &&, me (:

2008-10-05T15:55:00.003+08:00

attention -kite; MANUSIA sume same jew (:
tadak yg poyo . tadak yg bagus . tadak yg hebat .
ade perasaan . ade kate hati . ade otak .
pandai ckp . pandai menipu . pandai cover line .
kekdg jujur . kekdg dengki . kekdg terpedaye ;
so, buke mate & gune otak ; oouh pls?

yesh2, mmg everything happens 4 a reason
&&, unexpected things alwiz happens
yesh2, benar sesuatu yang terjadi ade hikmah
&&, takdir penentu segale (:
tapi kite neyh kan insan ; jlnkan tugas, itu shj?

kalau kaw penah ketawa gembira menangis &, marah
aku juge seperti mu.
jike kaw penah sakit terjatuh bangun kembali &, terus hidup
aku juge penah merase yang same.
andai kaw punye pengalaman nasihat &, luahan hati
aku juge manusia ; kite same :D
seperti mane kaw ; begitu juge aku -

&&, blame no one if they dunt understand u,
bcuz' ask yr heart ; phm kah kamu ttg si dia?
fact -nothin' is perfect !
no one noes everything ; no one will understand everyone
tapi nk jadi sedikit sempurna; possible kan :D
chaiyok2 ppl, ogeyh ?(:

Big Big Smile :DD

2008-10-05T15:37:00.005+08:00

MEYYAO'S PHAMILIA <3
wif 'lil bro sistarh mommyku & my hero; ayah! :D

-pulang dr kg halaman; esoknye terus g kije .
aduhaii ,, but, my raye raye was awesome :D

*terlampau byk yg mau dikatekan sempena raye
sampai lidah & jari pown terkelu (:

love ; meyyao :D

Syawal Menjelang Kembali :D

2008-09-29T14:01:00.003+08:00

Syawal Menjelang Kembali :D
so ppl, im off in few days time.
away2 mespes ; away facebook ; away2 bloggie
heee! melaka - HERE I COME (:

&&, family ku , 2nd family ku , all d'teteks & telow , besties babe & ALL;
selamat hari raye aidilfitri :D
# maaf zahir baten &&,
0-0 , OK? :)

have a safe journey back to hometown okgeyh muslims .
pandu cermat ingatlah yg tersyg :D

- ok, im AWAY -

LOVE ; MEYYAO :D

Excited Sgt Kott :DD

2008-09-29T03:33:00.004+08:00

di kala2 aidilfitri menjelang tiba neyh ; excited sgguh ! :D
heee , xsabor nk blk kampung ;
xsabor nk tego tego sanak saudare ;
xsabor nk singgah satu satu umah kt melake sane ;
xsabor nk attend open house ;
xsabor nk pakaii baju raye weyt ;
pendek kate ; SUMPAH EXCITED menanti syawal .

yesh2, syawal menjelang kembali :DD
&&, like last last year ; 1st day raye kami di kampung sudah (:
same2 masak rendang ; same2 rebus ketupat
same2 main mercun ; same2 buat kecoh .
waah waah , besht nye ;
HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI :D
btw, i really hope dis bcoming raye will be much more meriah .
but obviously year by year - semakin xspt dulu ,
zaman da berubah? hmmmp, :(

but ppl, wateva it is ;
im still totally extremely in mood to clbrate it !
oouh wee ! &&, ibu - ayah ; i still want d' duet raye, ok?
pakcik - makcik ; sila lah lebeyh baik hati dis year, pls?
huehue .. plus, anak buah ; jgn pau saye eyh :pp

ouh ya, last minute shopping - tomorrow !
hehe :P sape yang rela , baik hati ; teman lah :D
owgeyh, daaa mr bloggie; mau packing2 .
im going back to hometown tomorrow nyte.
so, take care now ; bubbye then ~,

its ; meyyao :D

Silent Mode Kills Me? (:

2008-09-26T03:17:00.004+08:00

i miss you ;
mr bloggie, ok (:
sho damn fuckin' speechless in few days time perhaps?

hell yeah, i dunt even hv an idea wats my lyfe is heading to.
dduhh! tot i had few simple plans to complete but but;
shit happens sumtymes -- sumwhere -- bcuz of sumone maybe?
yeap2 , shit happens !
so, d' plans i had ; perlu dirombak kembali :DD

lol! cheer up girl . syyuhh syyuhh ; away away STRESS !
yr sho needed - NOT, ok?
lyfe goes on; (dats wat ppl said when things turn out = shit)
haha . am i ryte or am i ryte :pp
correct me if im not? adduhaai ..

been tagged &&, lame sudah (:

2008-09-21T23:20:00.016+08:00

Describe the environment;
paddy field at my hometown, ok?

2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike.

Describe why you dislike that place;
technical school . urrrghh! i hate hostels .

3. A picture of you with someone who means a lot to you.

Who is that person and what did that person do to you before?

my besties babe -- phara yatie azah niena
they mean a lllooootttt .
love you gewls :)

4. A picture of you with your best smile (mouth open).

Why were you smiling?

i was simply HAPPY during raye raye :D

5. A picture of you with your best smile (mouth closed).

Were you posing or smiling naturally?
usually, i dont smile this wide
haha! i guess its a pose (:

6. A picture of you with your lamest pose.

Give this picture a capture;
lame,ok? just lame . too lame (:
-sekian

7. A picture of you with the one of the people who stand on top of your heart.

Is that person treating you like how you're treating him/her?
that my hero; my daddyo (:
he treats me better -alwiz .
iloveyou, ayah <3

8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff.

What were you with?

my sistarh HUGE teddy bear
an old old pic, owgeyh?

9. A picture of you in white shirt.

Why were you wearing white instead of black?
i dunt usually wear white shirt
this shirt belongs to yatie even
ngeee!

10. A candid picture with you and your friends.

text msg ;

2008-09-18T22:59:00.003+08:00

im HAPPY with my current lyfe, &&,
even if im NOT; so what gitu lorh ?
just dont make it worst,
oouh pls ? (:

currently ; now ; by today
i have a work, even its not 'that' great ;
i love what im doink :D
i have phamily ; them ; who i spend my days with
my friends surround me to put thousand smiles on me ;
d' penyu ; for me to hug while imma sleep :pp
&&, the beshtest among all in my life ;

i have my; fullmoon ;D

btw, ppl on earth ; stop gossiping &&,
pls take note; 'fullmoon' is a FULLMOON .
a guy's nickname - NOT .
sumone's boifren - NOT .
my ex-boifee - NOT .
a bestfren of mine - NOT .
name of a teddy - NOT .
a human - NOT .

its TOTALLY fullmoon, ok?
adoiyhai; bulan penoh yang ade d langet sekali sekale tuh .
get it ? ;D

p/s ; tadak kene mengena dgn nyawa seorg manusia .

&&, u will never noe y i love it sho much lyke damn hell :D
i just FALL IN LOVE wif it ;
dont ask me why cuz dats sho reasonless . huehue,,
fact - its my fantasy (:
bare with it ?
my fantasy include nothing & noone in this real lyfe .
OK? *peace*

TOINK2! !@#$%^&*()_+= TOINK2!
hyeepp, wud lyke to mention this ;
rase seperti mau mandi kan penyu
penyu mashem sgt pink kehitaman . haha!
laundry, i'll sent penyu there but pls make sure ;;
take a vewy vewy good care of penyu :))

oouh yesh,,
GOD, bless me pls :D
cuz' im just an ordinary human &&,
ppl make mistakes lyke once an hour ; so do i .
pls pls, ouhh opsh ouch ?

LOVE ; MEYYAO :D

fullmoon; again :D

2008-09-15T01:03:00.004+08:00

afta all; its fullmoon again :D
yesh2, aku jatuh chenta lagieyh pade
kekasih hati ku ; MR FULLMOON (:
my one &&, ONLY love <3
absolutely sesuatu yg paling setia bg aku .

tonyte, by this moment;
i am sho fucking pissed off &, DOWN btw .
naseb baek sang rembulan hadir by myside;
thx yaw 'lover' :D
&&, im giving up, ok? yeap2; i give up !
give up to stand for the ryte
give up on loving 'yrself' &, myself either
give up on proving things
give up to shout out loud
simply ; totally give up with d' situation

but thank god; aku masih ade iman
still, i believe in fate (:
everything happens for a reason;
so again ;
buke mate ; gune otak
before its too late, OK?

&&, hell yeah, i hv sum words for the haters ;
aku mengaku kalah (:
surrender ; kain putih weyht!
u win d' bloody stoopido game .
ppssst, congrats !

btw, masih ditegakkan di sini ;
i am innocent :D
only god knows &&, u'll realize it one day
sumpah! i am not cursing anyone .
im just totally giving up fighting wif dat 'invisible' creature.
but, u're such a champion !
bidang 'kamu' mungkin?
haha =))

ouch opsh ; meyyao :D

stfu - part2 (:

2008-09-14T22:05:00.004+08:00

hanya yang memahami shj yang memahami ;
kepade yg xphm2 bahase & situasi
sila tolong pls jgn masok campor
lebih2 lagieyh sebar2 kan info2 salah / gossip2 panas
tentang yang tidak bersalah, OK?

sesungguhnye ;
fitnah itu lebih besar dose nye dari membunuh
so; baik kaw bunoh jerk aku neyh (:

PEACE YAW ' CILAKE ' #

its ; meyyao :D

stfu - pls?

2008-09-13T21:36:00.006+08:00

hye fella ; take a bow
cuz u've taken everything else
you played the part;
like a star you played it so well
TAKE A BOW; cause the scene is coming to an end
i tot yr dat sumone but all you gave me was pretend
so now take a bow - again!
the curtain gonna close &&, take a look around
there's no one in the crowd
i'm throwing away the pain
&&, you should know that your preformance made
me; strong enuff (:

pelik heran &&, sgt menakjubkan;
kaw berjaye buat aku susah fizikal & mental
TAHNIAH!
kaw mmg hebat - no doubt (:
i hv nothing much to split out;
sedarlah wahai sang 'barua'
aduyhaaai ..
currently, aku teramat sgt bengang dgn perkataan2 mu
sila take note ; DUSTA MU XKEMANE :D

p/s; special dedication to 'that' pengkalah (:
( yang tadak kene mengene ; jgn terase, ok? )

Sing Out Loud ; Take Note

2008-09-08T22:46:00.007+08:00

by; element (:

tak ada sedikitpun sesalku
tak bertahan dengan setiaku
walau di akhir jalan
ku harus melepaskan dirimu

ternyata tak mampu kau melupa
dalamnya cintaku yg hebat?
hingga ada alasan bagimu
tuk tinggalkan setiamu

demi nama cinta
telah kupersembahkan hatiku hanya untukmu
tlah kujaga kejujuran dalam setiap nafasku
karna demi cinta
telah kurelakan kecewaku atas ingkarmu
sebab kumengerti cinta; itu tak mesti memiliki

andai saja bisa kau pahami
layaknya arti kasih sejati
karna cinta yg sungguh
tiada akan pernah mungkin; bersyarat

OK?

its ; meyyao :D

Manusia Orang People On Bumi :))

2008-09-03T15:23:00.000+08:00

in life; we've been thru a lot of issues

&&, we'll face more in d future .

so, get yrself ready cuz' ders;
many many more; to face in d future :D
adoiyh! opsh ouch .

sum of us might just sit down & wait for 'things'
to come while hoping probs can be settled down by itself.
lyke a wind; it'll fly up up n way weee!
those are d ppl who dunt; trouble their mind.
they lazily use their brain for making movement -
absolutely! lazyy bumbum :))

&&, while sum of us might simply act in a rush;
actions first, then only; its time 4 d brain to get busy.
to think back wat they've done;
cuz maybe dis is d way they tot ;
its never too late weyht! (: haha!
depends? depends on who what where & etc, ok?
sum situation can b fixed tetapi mungkin others, its broken &&, totally is?
hhmmm hurrm. susah sudah (:

hyepp but but ders several numbers of ppl in dis earth we're living;
who are totally; hardstyle thinker :D
they use their brain to the maximum of it &&,
action? NONE; duhh! shengal, OK?
they might realized their mistake few hours/days/months later on .
but will it b just okay afta all? izzit just fine to b a bit slow? heee.
u decide :)

btw, i am ;;
highlighting; no brain bitch / bastard :PP
these category, personally i'd love to describe as;
ppl who speaks louder; than their actions -
in another word; cite gebang, get it?
they talk stories & even made up few 'power punye' chapters
wif confidence impression & words .
&&, we'll b soooo amazed wif their no brain statements
w/o realizing its actually a fake fake made up story told by a liar (:
haha! so ppl; open up yr mind &, think wisely ;
we hv d right 2 pick our own choices in life :DD

p/s; chill ; cheer up ; hyep hyeppie ; sekian ppl (:

love ; meyyao :D

2008-09-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan Tiba Lagieyh ! :D

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa
&&,
moga2 diberkati ; dirahmati-Nya

amin (:

love ; meyyao :D

Special Thx :D

2008-08-30T00:44:00.004+08:00

mekashih ; thanx tinkue ; arigato
to peeps who really care about me;
aku sayang kamu ; YESH2 ; i love you

You Know Who You Are :D

// those who willingly hear my stories
// those who ring ring me thru mobile
// those who comment me on ms & fb
// those who chit chat thru ym & msn
// those who text msg me

muachx ; meyyao :D

We Roxx, Ouh Wee :D

2008-08-29T23:59:00.003+08:00

our REAL LOVE is complex;
so what gitu lorh ? :D
problems & issues; come & go
we hv to bare with it, duhh!
but but ppl on earth, lemme shout this;
we're still standing :))
&&, pengkalah aka loosers;
stop creating problems on our way
buzz off, will ya?
EXCUSE ME; you are needed NOT!
ggrrrh, campur tangan x elok lahh, ok?
sila jage tepi kain anda sendiri (:

its a lot ; too many ; too much
effort ; communication ; trust etc
needed &&, we've given it all
to make things back on track.
again, im thanking GOD for this unbreakable love!
for giving me back my air
for blessing us since the first day
for love love love love :DD

&&, ppl ; kami happy kami in love kami chenta kami
be jealous ppl? envy us ; hee!
ouh yeah, baby ;
yr the greatest ; iloveyousodamnmuch, OK?
u make me stronger in every ways .

IZMIR ISKANDAR ROXX MY DAYS :D

there's few things to make me happier;
take note, ok baby?

feed me like a Garfield needs lasagna
love me like there u nvr see me again
&&, nvr ever leave me

GET IT ? thx tinkue yaw bie :D

LOVE ; MEYYAO :D

1:39 ; is the time now &&,

2008-08-28T01:36:00.002+08:00

meyyao is currently ;
not sleepy
but she has to sleep
bigfullstop (:

i missed you ;

2008-08-26T15:52:00.002+08:00

currently missing ;
late khairil anwar pfordten <3

i missed his phone called early in the morning
i missed his shengalness & his bengongness
i missed his voice sang his fav songs
i missed him complained things to me
i missed us shared opinion & argued things
i missed everyone annoyed by him
i missed his cigarettes; marlboro
i missed went to cyberjaya with him
i missed his late nyte phone called
i missed the way he said things & his fav words
i missed him as a fren to cried on
i missed you poten :(
- i missed you -
i missed the way you calmed down
i missed our stoopido jokes together
i miss saying bad things to a person
i miss to share my feelings with a friend
i missed our days & nites spend together
i missed your text messages
and mostly ; i missed a friend like you ;
one in a million, ok? (:

love ; meyyao :D

hari semalam (:

2008-08-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

hari ahad yg indah mendung & damai permai ; hope so?
baru shj membangunkan diri dari tidur yg nyenyak sgt :D
oouh yeah ; mooorrrrniiiiingg ppl !
teringat kisah mlm tadi ; xsenang duduk dibuat nye ,
geram geraaam ggrrh benci bencciii nyampah yyuuccks!

tiada yang lebih biol bangang & bastard dr kejadian rakan2 itu ;
sgt badigol cilake shialan, ok?
camtuh boleyh panggil sahabat ke? tadak akal btul mereka.
feelings membe x pk?!? korg bukan kanak2 lagieyh ;
gune akal ; buka mata ; fikir gune otak :D

buat biacth - si xsedar diri - bahlol ::
sedarlah ; dibuang dikutip ? BIG YESH ; perempuan sial .
oouh please, grow up! & get a life, will ya?
yesh i mean it ; LIFE :) a life to live .
malu lah weyt jike dibuang & dikutip ; sumpah murah ; bodo!

NGEEE ; MEYYAO :D

Pulang Kampung Halaman ;

2008-08-24T09:05:00.014+08:00

22nd august ; went back hometown! :D
miss kg. tedong pantai weyh , ngee ..
there, where we'll be surround by our big big phamilia .
melaka ; where ppl talk & scream wif the same lvl of voice .
haha! peramah lah kunun . but ; so true, ok? :DD
we, melaka ppl ; talk like a loott . we love stories ; yesh2 so do i .
act, its only bout 1 day went back to hometown for auntie's wedding .
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ! :D
moge2 ke anak cucu cicit & kekal smpai bile2 lahh, ok? :))

owgayh, here's some pictures i took during & afta the wedding ;;

the pelamin ; orange orange
the tepung tawar session ; sgt meriah
the peoples ; tukang meriah majlis :))

yeaah, sekian ppl :)
itu shj during the wedding ceremony .
pix xbyk cuz pack gile ;
plus, its rainy day from the nikah session started ,
ggrrrh! hujan rahmat ; maybe (:
&&, here's some pictures of me & my youngest couz .
mohd zakir aka adik
kami pown mau glamer jugek :DD

oouhwee ; this is him <3 &&, ini kami ; ok?

back from the wedding, damn ; tiring day SGGUH!
baju kurung basah - heels kotor - badan penat2
but afta all, it was fun to lepak2 wif all the ;
makcik pakcik tokcik nenek sedare sepupu sepapat :))
lepas geram & riinduu aku ckp melaka sehabis boleyh ! yeaah .
arrived home, i tot of sleeping like hell afta a tiring day
but but, turned out ; went rempit2 satu kg wif my couz .
hyep hyeep - bessssshtt ; SUMPAH! :D

muke girang naik motor xpakai helmet ; haha =))couz younger than me ; angah :) thx yaww!si meyyao ; layan angin sepoi2
the view of ; jeti anjung batu

rempit2 smpai sini, melayan view & chit chat chit chat
then went back home :)
rest ; dinner ; watched tv ;
at midnight, went back subang jaya :D

-sekian, ppl ; my 24hours journey at mallaca .

LOVE ; MEYYAO :D